Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Bygones.

" When all your hatred is left behind, you will be a happier person.
Let bygones be bygones. "


I've decided to let go off everything.
Yes you are right, I am not going to be unhappy/upset/devastated or whatever that has got to do with sadness and anger.
But before I really let go of everything, here's a little poem that I've learnt from M KK last year. :)

I hope karma falls on you.
Although you're my friend, but I'm not going to be sorry for what I say.
Because I'm very extremely superbly mad at you.
I bet you have wasted your life.
Cause you don't have a basic idea of what is respect.
You know,
I'm disgusted by your hideous actions, by your hippocratic behaviour, by your pretentious outlook, by your ultimate insensitivity.
I pity you because you can't afford a mirror.
Why?
Cause I bet you never looked at yourself into the mirror and realise how ugly that reflection is.
And ya, I bet your shoes must be so comfortable that you haven't tried to put yourself into others'.
And you think that money is everything..
You've just missed a gem which no amount of money can bring you that.
And since you've missed it, let it go.
Let others have a chance to have it.
Time to wake up yo.


And I believe in karma.

Nope, not referring to anyone. I don't want to bring my hatred with me all my life.
And I want a bible, lol.
Seriously, I have no idea what's got into me, just a sudden urge of getting a bible to enlighten myself. I will be holy soon, yay!

Why the jealousy?
Why the sensitivity?
Why the sadness?
Why the tiff..?
What's wrong with me?

Monday, March 30, 2009

I don't understand and I don't like.

School life is pretty normal, every day repeating itself.
I'm going to rush my art now and I must cut down the time I use the computer.
I should be studying by now.
Ah, this suck.
I'm desperate for holidays now.

Oh, before I forget, there's a vocabulary test on Friday which consist of Unit one to ten.
If I study for this test, I think I will be voluble, garrulous.
Hurhurhur.
Goodbye, have a fun day in school tomorrow.

Sorry, but this is not what I wanted.
Let me set the rules for this game, my own rule. pretty please.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Shopping trip.

Met wanxuan & junwei at causeway, as usual, i was late. :S


Went over to Raffles city to get our shoes, and went over to Marina square.
There was this fashion show going on there.
The models were veh pretty.

Oh yes, and this extremely unique heels!

Went back to Woodlands quite early.
And we went to find me luv!








That should more or less sum up yesterday's trip.

And I have no idea what's wrong with my messenger, can't seem to log in.
And my internet is like veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery slow.

Alright, I needa start doing my geog now!
Goodbye.

I'm disgusted by your hideous actions, by your hypocritical behaviour, by your pretentious outlook, by your ultimate insensitivity.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Panda eyes.

Went to school today because mom didn't allow me to not go to school.
She told me that going to school is important, so yeah, I went.
I told her I was troubled, and she gave me a neck rub.
Ahh, so sweet. :')

I'm extremely tired now and I'm waiting for my hair to dry before I can officially have a nice sleep.
And maybe I should really get this:

From xiaxue's blog.

Cures eye bags and dark circles.
I swear my eyes are really horrible now and I'm like a zombie who is not afraid of sunlight now.
I think I will get it soon because I think I really need it.

Alright, shall go play some games now.
Release stress~
Bye! :)

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Childhood!



Was reminiscing just now. LOL.
I just realised that I've tried quite a number of hairstyles. Bangs, short hair, long hair..
And I was so skinny when I was like 4 years old..?
Then now so fat.. -.-
I want my childhood back. *inserts a thousand sad face.*

And I saw my parents' wedding photos, hahaha.
I swear my mom is damn vintage.
She was wearing high waist skirt, had a big belt on and she was carrying those chio vintage bags. LOL.
Damn style ah my mommy. hurhurhur.

Okay, I'm feeling lethargic.
Time to sleep.. But I've yet to complete my homeworks.
SIAN.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009


Omg very cute right. Hahah.
Josey's polaroid will arrive next week... :(
Nehmind, I will go to FEP to buy my black toe-cap t-bar pumps soon. :) Dorothy perkins would be a better choice though! :(
Wait till i have money ah...

Monday, March 23, 2009

Sentosa trip,

Hi, here are the pictures taken on Saturday.
Oh, by the way, I kinda miss my brother. Lol.

Oh, and W,M & G must be wondering why was I wearing the same sweater.
LOL yes!! You are right!!!
I wore the same sweater for 2 consecutive days. LOL. Power not?














There are a few more, but both my FF and IE is lagging like mofo.
Next time yeah. Weeee. 三八! Hahahha.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Stay tune.

I, will update soon.
And ah 施 is back! :B

Friday, March 20, 2009

我好想你, 快点回来。

800th,


He will be back soon!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

My everything.


Orchard > Vivo > Bugis > Haji lane.
Today's shopping trip was a disappointment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BIG BIG CROSS.
Sigh, long story!!
h8 dorothy perkins for not having my size.
h8 myself for being so poor.

I'm extremely hungry now because I didn't have a proper meal the whole day.
Gastric suxxxxxxxxxx.

Shall not elaborate much, pictures speaks a thousand words.





Woohoo, time to make you hungry~




Goodnight! :)

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

The beetch is back to blogger!

www.joseeeeyxz.blogspot.com

Hi. this beetch is back to blogger.
pls support her. :B
I think you should know who is she from the url, right? -.-

Happy me!


Hi, I know my blog is very wordy so, just a picture.
Can't blame me for not having pictures in my blog either, because, I've not been going out with my friends.
Thus having wordy posts.
Anyway, my face is squarish.

I went to school today for Art remedial.
Little people turned up for today's art lesson. If I've known this earlier, I wouldn't be going to art too.
But it's orhkehhhhh.
Today's art lesson was merely chit-chatting and laughing.

I will die during tomorrow's art lesson because it's from 1030am to 4pm.
Which means, 6 HOURS OF ART LESSON#!%!(@*#&!@*(#
This is mad.
Nevermind, as long as Xueni, Wanxuan, Jialing and Alanna don't fly aeroplane me.

Hurhurhur, and I was elated when I got back home because I saw that guy who is currently in Vietnam online in msn! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We chatted for an hour or so... And he had to go off. :'(
But it's okay, there will always be a next time. :) Luvluv.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Love mommy.

Hi. I still miss my es.
does anyone know how to stop this love-sickness? -_-
tiz iz killinq miie .

Anyway, back to proper post.
I will try to post less about how much I miss my bangbang okay, I will try!

It's been so long since I've last enjoyed myself so much.
I've enjoyed myself today.
I've totally forgotten about all my schoolwork and even my bangbang. ._.
I really, really love my mom. I swear she is the best mother on earth.
I will try not to disappoint her again, I will get better grades next term, I will!
Gambateh Fiona.
Why is my pet society not loading!!! Beetchhhhh^!#!@
My one and only way to communicate with my hun.. ):
toopit facebook. h8 it h8 it h8 it!!

mizz u.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Livejournal.

As requested by my bangbang, cookieandbunny.livejournal.com! :)

I mizz my bangbang.
I'm so bored at home and I hate Sundays.
But I will be loving next Sunday because bangbang will be back..!
Yay!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

It's all said and done.

Went to school today to get back result slip.
All I can say is, I've done really badly for my CA. I will study hard for Mid-year examination.
I failed my maths, extremely disappointed with myself. I could have done better.

Oh well, what's done cannot be undone. I will be an optimist.
Anyway, exam briefing was really hilarious with Jialing, Alanna and Josey around. Haha.
They get what I mean, don't they? :)

After that, Wanxuan, Xueni and Junwei came over to my house.
Was supposed to go out today with them but we were quite lazy so we decided to just call MacDelivery and slack at my house.

I guess I will have lonely nights again.
Sunday would come in a blink of an eye, right? :)
Goodbye.

On my way back home, I was listening to Over You by Chris Daughtry.
I looked at my phone's wallpaper, and I felt like tearing.
Partly because See sent me this song.
I guess I am just emotionally unstable.
I miss you so much.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Holidays, with a pile of homework.

Say hi to new blogskin and hi to March holidays!
Yayyyyy! :D
Oh, march holidays is not exactly march holiday because I've got a pile of homework waiting for me to clear them up and every subject has got at least one homework that is needed to be completed by the end of this holiday except for Physics.
This.is.shit.

Oh, and yes, this new skin is best viewed in Mozilla Firefox and it's alittle cocked up in Internet Explorer.

Getting report slip tomorrow, I hope I did not flunk my tests.
Goodbye, for now.

I am extremely disgusted.

Note to self: Why bother..?

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Updates!

Was really busy and tired the past few days and that explains why I've not been updating..
Actually not really uh, I still update quite often.
Hahaha.

2 days back, went over to the hills just right opposite the school during art remedial to view the scenery and enjoy the breeze.
Took some photos there. :)





And today, we went over to Jialing's house to see her nephew, Matthias.
He was damn damn damn damn damn adorable!!!
And he has got what other babies have, lotus hand & leg!
Ah so cuteeeee.





And yep, you are right!
I find domokun cute now.
I've finally understand why Wanxuan and Rusk love domokun so much..
Stupid rusk, made me find pictures of domokun and I've found alot of cute ones..
Damn you!@!%!@
Domo is so cute.. :(
But cookie monster is cuter. :P

Oh yes, by the way, the domokun pictures are from deviantart. :)

Last but not least,
A little cute domokun face before I go off! :)
Goodbye, have an early night.